Have a little fun will ya?

It's so not like me to post two days in a row. I can't help it. I had a revelation today, it's so mind blowingly amazing I just had to share. I just realized why I don't get along with most people all of the time. I like to have fun! I'm talking I like to have some good crazy, wild, get down and dirty, act like a teenager, do dumb things because you can kind of fun. Why isn't that OK? Who said I can't have fun anymore since I have two kids and a husband and a mortgage? Who said that it's not OK anymore to make a little fun of yourself and act a little dumb once in awhile? People are so damn rigid all the time and it makes for a crabby boring life. I'm so over it. I'm not saying I haven't been there, I went through a phase where I thought I had to put on this poser face and act a certain way and live a certain way and it was SO stressfull, but I didn't even know it. Its only now when I see someone else close to me doing the same thing that I think "wake the hell up!" "this is your LIFE, you need to LIVE IT!" The bottom line is that we need to live like there is no tomorrow and live without giving a hoot about what anyone else thinks about you.
Since I'm just realizing this now, and let me tell ya, this is HUGE for me, I have also realized that I've done this to my kids. They are SO rigid, because I am...was. That must change and it must start today. Now actually. I'm going to live my life like I want to, have fun, be happy, do what makes me the person I know I am on the inside. It's going to be so worth it, I can't wait! Want to join me??