Time for some changes

So many things are changing, I may have a panic attack. I can't believe that it's been a month since I posted, it's been crazy in the Piller home. School has started...and been put on pause. Kids went back to school Sept 1st (YAY!) and I've had a couple of weeks of peace around the house. It's kind of lonely, although I wouldn't really say that out loud. And, today, I just finished my last final for the summer courses, phew! This was a tough semester. I'm glad it's over, but I only have a couple of weeks before the next fall quarter starts. Speaking of fall, that is changing too. The trees across the road are starting to change colors. It's a tough time to catch, those leaves changing. If you are lucky you get a couple of good days to revel in how beautiful the change can be before they attack the ground in full force (and the sounds of leaf blowers take the place of lawn mowers). The biggest change of all is my going back to work. Granted I've worked here and there, filling in for people and even bartending, but tomorrow I go back to actual work. Actual work. Customer service work. In an office, with other people. I'm having a bit of agoraphobia I believe and I'm sure to be homesick. Being home for 1 year and 11 months probably didn't help, but I think I may have always been that way and I just pushed myself to seem otherwise.
Changes are good. Changes are scary. Changes keep things moving and interesting. Of all the things changes are they are inevitable and must be embraced...the alternative is to be left in the past. Taking a deep breath now, putting the panic attack aside and enjoying the last day of non-working freedom. Enjoy fall!